So today was a day that kind of day that people have said "if you play with fire you are going to get burned...."
During the day today I attempted to get work done, but Enrique kept bugging me with juice boxes and cute comments. I hate when guys are so good with their words like calling you darling and rubbing their fingers down your cheek. It gets to girls.
Erin and I did our Letuca lunch. We sat there forever and just chatted. "Rather waste some time with you." kind of day. I have been listening to the Used lately. I feel asleep to that song playing on Steve's computer the first night I was here, and that was my favorite song during one of the happiest summers of my life. But I love my lunches with Erin. We relate on so many levels and that is why she is amazing! I went home and attempted to nap but a local guy we will call Burton (cuz he promised me he would give me his shirt after I leave) called to hangout. He is a local and I get the best learning experiences with locals so i was like why not. He picked me up in his car and we had a great conversation. But in the end I know I am nothing to him. But I don't want to be because in reality i still have feelings for my ex. But he rode me home on his scooter and I felt like Hilary Duff and Paolo in the Lizzie McGuire movie and I could sea the sea in the background and we sped in and out of traffic and it was the perfect European ride. It was the most gorgeous ride. And Burton's house was so nice, contemporary and modern. His brother was a sweetie and blond as well.
And I was supposed to go out with the girls tonight but I decided to go on a date (yet I paid for most my meal) with Wendy. We went to the coolest Catalan restaurant that had amazing food, and it was fun. I ate the best grilled chicken and it was one of the most amazing meals I have had here. We walked and he drove me to one of the most beautiful spots in Barcelona. We offroaded up the mountain of Tibedado. The monastery was glowing yellow and the Ferris wheel was glowing all different colors and it was like we were in a music video. The view was gorgeous. It didn't even feel like we were in Barcelona anymore. Just a quiet woodsy look out point with the stars out, the sea in the back and the whole city glowing below us. It was perfect. And i was having a blast listening to akon driving through the hilly narrow roads at night.
But the situation was taken too far in the end. He assumed all girls are easy and I was one of them. I honestly don't feel comfortbale kissing people in private locations (not on the dancefloor) ect at this point in my life. But he was just very pushy but nice at the same time. I hate that I was so naive and i hate pushy guys.
I don't want to get into it, but I played with fire and got burned.
I will move on, but something positive is I saw the prettiest view of the city. I don't know. I love it here. But I hate how guys only want a piece of ass. Even my ex back home from high school is like "i loveyour boobs" and its so sad they cant love more. its like a slap in my face.
Greece Tomorrow.
I can not wait.
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